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Milestone Reflections

Forty years ago this week, I pulled out of my parents’ driveway in Ohio and headed east into Pennsylvania. All of my limited possessions were loaded in my car and my friend’s pickup truck. I would settle into a 10×50 foot mobile home in a small trailer court in north central Pennsylvania and begin my ministry journey as a youth pastor at a small country church.

A lot has happened in the subsequent forty years of C&MA ministry. We have served at three churches and two district offices. I got married and we welcomed two wonderful daughters. I swore I’d be a youth pastor until I retired. Famous last words. I was sure I’d never be a senior pastor. I eventually was exactly that and it was at my home church. I absolutely would never work at a denominational office. Only weird people do that! Guess I’m weirder than most.

As I sat on a couch while away on a prayer retreat this week, I reflected on those 40 years. What are some lessons learned in forty years of ministry? Here is some of what I have gleaned so far (40 for forty years):

  1. Presence matters – big time. Zoom and phones and emails and letters (remember them?) are fine. But nothing beats presence.
  2. Ask questions first.
  3. Ask more; tell less.
  4. Give God time – He does the slow cooker of ministry quite well.
  5. There are multiple sides to every story.
  6. Don’t lay your cards on the table too quickly.
  7. People and situations are massively complex. Simplistic answers and platitudes won’t cut it.
  8. Most people aren’t as good as they may appear or as bad as you may think they are.
  9. Hit “pause” before criticizing.
  10. I know less than I used to think I knew.
  11. Wise ministry is more important than information expertise. The fire hose of information in our current, electronic world can drown us (even if the data is good and true). I need to keep my face out of the full stream.
  12. Be the non-anxious presence. Anxiety is contagious; so is peace and calm.
  13. “Legacy is not what you accomplish but what others accomplish because of you.”
  14. “Train them so that they can leave; treat them so that they don’t want to.”
  15. “For lack of vision, people find another parish.”
  16. Many people aren’t apathetic so much as they are uninspired. It is the responsibility of leadership to motivate, energize, cast vision, and instill passion.
  17. The pull toward self-reliance never goes away.
  18. Any of us could fall – at any time – for many reasons. It is not a minor thing to finish well.
  19. Time away to retreat and listen is critical.
  20. I am not as good as my accolades say nor as bad as my critics charge.
  21. I am His – it matters most.
  22. I have never ‘seen it all’.
  23. No two circumstances or people are exactly the same. So I should never assume to handle two situations identically. I need to inquire of God.
  24. I cannot lead well if I am not a person of the Voice.
  25. I must always be a learner.
  26. My team needs and deserves my time and attention no matter how busy I am with other things.
  27. In general, the best indicator of future success and effectiveness is past success and effectiveness. There are exceptions, but not many.
  28. If I preach and teach so that a middle schooler will pay attention and stay engaged, then everyone will pay attention and stay engaged.
  29. Being friendly and being engaging are not the same thing. Most church people are friendly but not engaging. We need to train them to be engaging.
  30. God still does miracles. He loves to flash the supernatural.
  31. It pays to watch carefully for Abba’s fingerprints on the things happening around me.
  32. We won’t know what decisions, actions, or situations are of greatest import or impact until well afterward (maybe after our time is done).
  33. My “calling” is to obedience, not a vocation or a role or a title.
  34. People, including me, are selective in their memories. Write out summaries promptly after important meetings and decisions.
  35. The “hills to die on” are a lot less than I thought forty years ago.
  36. We all have a shelf life; it’s okay.
  37. “He must increase; I must decrease.”
  38. God’s definition of success is different than mine. His is right but it has been hard to let go of mine.
  39. No Holy Spirit means no eternal impact. Knowing the Holy Spirit opens vistas of impact and influence.
  40. After 40 years I find, as so many others have, that people matter most. They fill my memories; they lift my heart. I pray I never stop loving people (but they can be exhausting 😊).

Do you have some to add? I’d love to hear them. Do you want to discuss one or more? Please reach out. [email protected]

Jeff